A Sheep’s Journey Through Psalms -103

Bless the Lord, O My Soul

Come, beloved friend, and let’s sit together with Psalm 103—the psalm that feels like a father’s gentle hand on your shoulder, reminding your weary heart who God really is. David doesn’t begin with a list of problems or even a desperate plea. He begins with a command to himself: “Bless the Lord, O my soul, and all that is within me, bless his holy name!” (v. 1).

The Hebrew word for “bless” here is barak—not a casual “thanks,” but a deliberate, wholehearted declaration of God’s goodness. David is speaking to his own nephesh—his inmost being, his very life-breath. He refuses to let his soul forget. And oh, how easily we forget. So he repeats it twice more in the opening verses, like a loving parent cupping a child’s face: “Do not forget all his benefits.”

What follows is not abstract theology but a tender catalog of what God actually does for us.

He forgives every single iniquity (v. 3).
Not some. Not the small ones. Every last one. The word “iniquities” carries the weight of twistedness, of ways we have bent ourselves away from God. Yet He lifts them away.

He heals all your diseases (v. 3).
Not every physical ailment is instantly removed in this life, but the Hebrew here speaks of rapha—restoration, mending, making whole. Sometimes He heals the body now; always He heals the soul. Every scar, every hidden wound, every ache you carry—He sees, and He is healing.

He redeems your life from the pit (v. 4).
The “pit” was the place of the dead, the place of despair. God doesn’t just rescue you from it—He crowns you. With what? Hesed and rachamim—steadfast love and tender mercies. These are covenant words. Hesed is loyal, unbreakable love that refuses to let you go. Rachamim is the womb-love of a mother for her child, the gut-level compassion that makes God run toward you when you’re still far off.

He satisfies you with good and renews your youth like the eagle’s (vv. 4–5).
The eagle molts his feathers, shedding old ones and growing new ones that are healthier and stronger. After molting it appears to rise again with fresh strength. So does the soul that feasts on God’s goodness. Even when your body feels tired, your spirit can soar.

Now the psalm widens its gaze (vv. 6–10).

David remembers Israel’s story—how God “works righteousness and justice for all who are oppressed.” He recalls Mount Sinai, where God revealed His name to Moses: “The Lord, the Lord, a God merciful and gracious, slow to anger, and abounding in steadfast love and faithfulness” (Exodus 34:6). Psalm 103 sings that same song. God does not deal with us according to our sins. He does not repay us as our iniquities deserve.

Pause here and let that sink in. If you carried a scale that weighed every wrong thought, every sharp word, every secret failure, the weight would crush you. But God’s love is higher than the heavens are above the earth (v. 11). Your sins? He has removed them as far as the east is from the west (v. 12). There is no meeting place. They are gone.

And why? Because He is a Father (v. 13). The Hebrew ’ab here is intimate. He knows your frame. He remembers you are dust (v. 14). He doesn’t expect angel-strength from clay vessels. He pities you the way a father pities his toddlers—running after them when they stumble, scooping them up when they fall, wiping their tears with the hem of His robe.

Verses 15–18 paint the contrast so beautifully. Human life is like grass—here today, gone tomorrow. The wind blows and it is no more. But God’s hesed? It is “from everlasting to everlasting on those who fear him.” The fear here is not terror; it is the awe of a child who knows she is loved and therefore wants to please her Father. To those who keep His covenant and remember to do His commandments, this love flows down through generations. Your children’s children are not outside the circle of His kindness.

Finally, the psalm lifts its eyes to the throne room (vv. 19–22). The Lord has established His throne in the heavens. His kingdom rules over everything. And so David calls the angels, the heavenly host, and every living thing in all places of His dominion to join the song: “Bless the Lord, O my soul!

Do you hear it? The invitation is personal, but it is never private. Your small voice joins the chorus of the universe.

A Prayer to Pray Today

Lord, today I choose to bless You with everything in me.
Forgive me for the ways I have forgotten Your benefits.
Thank You for lifting my iniquities, healing what is broken in me, and crowning this dusty life with steadfast love and tender mercy. When I feel like grass—fading, fragile, temporary—remind me that Your love is everlasting.
Father, You know my frame. Be gentle with me today. And when the wind of circumstance blows hard, let me rise like the eagle, satisfied with Your goodness. Bless the Lord, O my soul, and all that is within me, bless His holy name. Amen.

Beloved, take this psalm with you into whatever this day holds. Whisper verse 1 out loud when anxiety rises. Let verse 12 cover your shame. Let verse 13 be the arms that hold you when you feel small. God is not distant. He is the Father who remembers your frailty and still chooses to crown you with love.

Bless the Lord, O my soul.
He is worthy. He is kind. He is yours.

A Heart Hungry To Worship Part 8

All men can be criminals, if tempted; all men can be heroes, if inspired.[1] 

Chapter 7

Jie Li’s Story

Jie Li and I have been friends ever since a visit I made to his country almost a decade ago. Introduced by a mutual friend, we found we had common interests and a bond formed between us. Our families have grown close over the years and he shared his story with me. That story, which I relate here, shows the lengths to which God’s Spirit will go to draw a person to the Lord Jesus.

Jie Li was a bad man. Even in the world of organized crime, where there are many bad people, Jie Li stands out. He rose through the ranks, eventually ending up in the number two position in his crime syndicate, which was among the most powerful in his country. Jie Li tolerated no weaknesses in his men, brooked no argument with his commands. He ruled with an iron fist, both at work and at home.

Jie Li often used physical force to batter his long-suffering wife. When not employing physical abuse, verbal and emotional abuse took center stage. His wife, a very pretty and hard working woman, was an embarrassment to him because she was a Christian. Jie Li believed Christianity was a crutch, not needed by those who had self-confidence, power, and determination. “A religion for superstitious old ladies,” he had once called it. Her refusal to stop attending services on Sundays, despite his increasing punishments, was a constant source of irritation to him. Her being a Christian also brought unwanted scrutiny from the government, as Christianity is viewed as a subversive influence in their country.

Jie Li would come to change his mind about the Christian faith through a dramatic series of occurrences. He awoke one morning and found that he could barely see. Everything appeared as vague, blurry shapes in a dark room. Jie Li went to many specialists but they were unable to diagnose what was happening or how to treat it. Over the next few weeks, his vision continued to deteriorate. His wife urged him to come to her church and have the members pray for his healing, but he refused. Finally, though, Jie Li was desperate enough to give prayer a try. In his profession, showing weakness was dangerous, as many people in his organization would seek to exploit it and usurp him from his position. He knew this first hand, because it was exactly how he had risen through the ranks, himself.

One Sunday he humbled himself enough to accompany his wife to a service at her church. Sure enough, the congregation consisted of mostly old women. Still, they gathered around him, laid hands on his head, and prayed. Jie Li felt embarrassed as well as skeptical but, at this point, he was ready to go anywhere that held out hope for a cure.

The next morning his eyesight was back to normal. As he exclaimed his surprise, his wife was overjoyed. She counseled him, telling him that since God had healed him, he needed to not only thank God, but to serve Him. She told him that God had proven His power and that Jie Li needed to become a Christian.

Jie Li was grateful to her God, but not willing to become a follower of Christ. He did relax his prohibitions against her going to church and started treating her nicer. It was the least he could do.

Months passed by and then, one morning, Jie Li awoke to total darkness. Unlike his earlier eye problems, this time he was completely blind. He panicked, knowing that there was no way to hide this ailment for very long. His wife scolded him, saying that this was God’s punishment for his stubborn refusal to become a follower. “God has withdrawn His blessings,” she said, “Because you did not give your life to Him after He showed Himself to you.”

Jie Li went to all the specialists again. Once again, they had no answers. In desperation, he asked his wife if she would petition her church for another prayer session. She surprised him by refusing. She said that she was worried. “Worried about what,” he asked? She replied that she was worried that if her church prayed and God healed him again, that he would once again refuse to become a Christian. She was afraid that God would then get angry and kill him for his stubbornness. “I would rather have a blind husband than a dead one.”

Jie Li knew from the tone of her voice that his wife was completely serious. After a few more days of agonizing, he told her that if her God healed him that he would become a Christian. It took a while to convince her that he was being completely serious. God’s Spirit had completely broken his hard heart, had shown him how helpless he was to control his own destiny, and held out an invitation to submit to God’s rule in his life. Jie Li was ready to worship a God he had ridiculed for years.

Once again, the church gathered and prayed for Jie Li. Once again, God answered their prayers. Jie Li regained his sight and, true to his word, he became a follower of Christ. His life completely changed. He became a loving husband and a good father. He left organized crime and became an evangelist, giving up a life of prestige and power to travel around the country sharing the life-changing gospel of Jesus Christ.

Jie Li started many churches with his wife serving faithfully alongside him. The number of lives impacted by this couple are too numerous to count. Jie Li’s heart worships God, just as God intended it to worship, thanks to the wonderful grace and mercy of God extended by the Holy Spirit to a man who was as bad as they come. 

There is a man in the Bible who was quite bad, also. Saul was a person who was a very dangerous man. He was not above using physical force, punishments, and other methods to enforce his will. The Holy Spirit drew Saul to God in a similar manner to how He drew Jie Li. You can find the story in the Acts of the Apostles, chapters 8 and 9.


[1] G.K. Chesterton, Heretics

The Little Drummer Boy Revisited

Some years ago I wrote this article:

No, he isn’t in the Biblical story. Aaron did not travel with the Magi and was not present at the birth of Jesus. Yet, the way the song is written, he could have been. Originally titled “Carol of the Drum”, the song is about a young boy summoned by the Magi to go with them to present gifts to the newborn King.  Upon arriving, the boy realizes he has no gift that is fit to give a king, much less the King of Kings. All he has is his ability to play the drum, so he asks if he can play it for him. As Mary nods permission, he plays his best for the baby Jesus and is rewarded with a smile from the Lord.

While fiction, the song gives a powerful message. Jesus is the King and is worthy of being honored by us. All that we have to give Him we should surrender to Him. Even our crowns in heaven will be laid back at His feet for He alone is worthy. It isn’t just material things, like gold, frankincense or myrrh, that we can give but also our God-given abilities. All that we give Him should reflect our best effort, like the drummer boy’s song. And a smile from Him, a show of approval, well … that is definitely reward enough. “Well done, good and faithful servant, well done.”

Oh, and in the tv show Aaron is angry at life, owning a heart filled with hatred, and is powerfully changed when he encounters the baby Jesus. In the scene where his pet lamb is healed, why not? Jesus heals spiritually and physically. So watch it with joy, sing along heartily, include it in a cantata. Let the message of giving God our best because He alone is worthy of being praised.

In the years since I wrote this I keep thinking about the song and the cartoon tv special. It continues to hold a special place in my heart. Sing it, and while singing pledge to give your very best to the King of Kings. Give Him back what He has blessed you with, serve Him with your whole heart.

Come they told me pa rum pum pum pum
A newborn King to see pa rum pum pum pum
Our finest gifts we bring pa rum pum pum pum
To lay before the King pa rum pum pum pum
rum pum pum pum rum pum pum pum
So to honour Him pa rum pum pum pum

When we come
Baby Jesus pa rum pum pum pum
I am a poor boy too pa rum pum pum pum
I have no gift to bring pa rum pum pum pum
That’s fit to give a King pa rum pum pum pum
rum pum pum pum rum pum pum pum
Shall I play for you? pa rum pum pum pum
on my drum?

Mary nodded pa rum pum pum pum
The ox and lamb kept time pa rum pum pum pum
I played my drum for Him pa rum pum pum pum
I played my best for Him pa rum pum pum pum
rum pum pum pum rum pum pum pum
Then He smiled at me pa rum pum pum pum
Me and my drum

Simply. Church.

So tired of playing the church game. You know what I mean. Everyone smiles and says they are doing fine. I know better. As their pastor, I see who is hurting. This one is crippled by fear. Another is a worry wart. This guy is losing his job and his wife is scared they may lose their home. This lady is battling cancer, again. This couple desperately wants children but cannot. Another couple is concerned about their rebellious child. Still a third is separated and aren’t sure they want to reconcile.

Beginning today, our church is redoing our services. We have one simple rule – no masks. Honesty is to reign. Trust will be rebuilt. Hope restored. No fluff. No Oprah rah-rah.  Simply. Church. Where we come together to worship God and lift up each other. We will spend time in confession, testimony and the Word. We will plead with God to remake our lives, our family, our church. We will ask for the Spirit’s power to cleanse and empower us to live godly lives. Because, Christ bids us to come just as we are and He loves us enough not to leave us there.

Simply. Church.  I wonder why we ever got away from that.

Podcast – 2 Sides of the Same Coin

 

Confession and Testimony make up 2 sides of the same coin. A testimony is defined not just as what God does for us, but what we do well for His Kingdom. Confession would be the admission of what we are doing wrong for His Kingdom.

 

Preached at Immanuel Baptist, Havre in July, 2012