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A Sheep’s Journey Through Psalms -69

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Diving into Psalm 69: A Cry from the Depths, Answered in Christ

My friend, have you ever felt like you’re sinking in a sea of troubles, where the waves just keep crashing over you? That’s exactly where David finds himself in Psalm 69—a raw, heartfelt lament that pours out his soul to God. As we walk through this psalm together from a Christian perspective, we’ll see not just David’s pain, but a prophetic glimpse of our Savior Jesus Christ, who endured the ultimate suffering for us. This isn’t just ancient poetry; it’s a mirror for our own struggles and a reminder of God’s faithful rescue. Let’s unpack it section by section, letting the Holy Spirit speak to our hearts.

The Overwhelming Flood (Verses 1-4)

David starts with a desperate plea: “Save me, O God! For the waters have come up to my neck. I sink in deep mire, where there is no foothold; I have come into deep waters, and the flood sweeps over me.” Can you picture it? He’s not just tired—he’s exhausted from weeping, his throat parched, his eyes failing as he waits for God. Enemies hate him without cause, accusing him falsely and forcing him to repay what he didn’t steal. From a Christian viewpoint, this echoes Jesus’ words in John 15:25: “They hated me without a cause.” David’s innocent suffering foreshadows Christ’s betrayal and crucifixion. Friend, if you’re feeling swamped by unfair attacks or overwhelming circumstances today, know that Jesus has been there. He understands your cry. Turn to Him—He’s the solid rock when everything else feels like quicksand.

Honest Confession and Zeal for God (Verses 5-12)

David doesn’t hide his flaws: “O God, you know my folly; the wrongs I have done are not hidden from you.” Yet even as he confesses, he prays that his troubles won’t shame those who hope in God. His zeal for God’s house consumes him, and the insults aimed at God fall on him. He weeps, fasts, and wears sackcloth, only to become a byword, mocked by drunkards at the city gate.This zeal? It’s quoted in John 2:17 about Jesus cleansing the temple: “Zeal for your house will consume me.” And Romans 15:3 applies verse 9 to Christ bearing our reproaches. What a comfort! Jesus didn’t just sympathize; He took on the mockery and isolation we deserve because of our sin. In your own life, when standing for what’s right leaves you feeling alone or ridiculed, remember: Your Savior wore that crown of thorns first. Let His passion ignite yours, drawing you closer to the Father.

A Plea for Mercy in the Midst of Despair (Verses 13-21)

Here, David shifts to earnest prayer: “But as for me, my prayer is to you, O Lord. At an acceptable time, O God, in the abundance of your steadfast love answer me in your saving faithfulness.” He begs for rescue from the mire, from enemies who hate him. Poignantly, he says, “They gave me poison for food, and for my thirst they gave me sour wine to drink.” Sound familiar? This points straight to the cross, where Jesus was offered sour wine (Matthew 27:34, 48; John 19:28-29). David’s betrayal by close friends (verse 8) mirrors Judas’ kiss. Oh, dear one, in your deepest hurts—when family turns away or friends disappoint—Jesus knows that sting intimately. Cry out to Him as David did. God’s timing might feel slow, but His steadfast love (that beautiful Hebrew word hesed) never fails. He’s drawing you out of the pit, just as He raised Christ from the grave.

The Hard Words of Judgment (Verses 22-28)

These verses are tough—David calls down curses on his enemies: “Let their table become a snare… Let their eyes be darkened… Pour out your indignation upon them.” He asks God to blot them from the book of life. As Christians, we wrestle with this imprecatory language. It’s not vengeful spite; it’s a cry for divine justice against those who oppose God and His people.In the New Testament, parts like verse 22-23 are applied to Judas and those who rejected Christ (Romans 11:9-10; Acts 1:20). Jesus Himself pronounced woes on the unrepentant. Yet, He also prayed, “Father, forgive them” from the cross. Friend, this reminds us: Vengeance belongs to the Lord (Romans 12:19). In our pain, we can entrust justice to Him, while extending grace as Christ did. If you’re harboring bitterness, lay it at the foot of the cross—He’ll handle the rest.

From Sorrow to Song (Verses 29-36)

David ends on a triumphant note: “But I am afflicted and in pain; let your salvation, O God, set me on high!” He vows to praise God’s name with a song, magnifying Him more than any sacrifice. The humble will see and be glad; God hears the needy. Heaven and earth will praise Him, for He will build up Zion and give inheritance to His servants’ offspring.What a turnaround! This foreshadows the resurrection joy after Christ’s suffering. In Hebrews 13:15, we’re called to offer a sacrifice of praise. No matter how low you feel today, lift your eyes—God is your deliverer. As Christians, we know the full story: Jesus rose victorious, and in Him, we have eternal inheritance. Let your heart sing, even in the storm.

My dear friend, Psalm 69 isn’t just David’s story or even just prophecy—it’s an invitation to trust the God who saves. Jesus fulfilled its depths so you could experience its heights. Whatever mire you’re in, call on Him. He’s near, He’s faithful, and He’s turning your lament into praise.

Let’s pray: Heavenly Father, thank You for Psalm 69, which shows us Your heart through David’s cries and Christ’s cross. Help us cling to You in our floods, confess our follies, and praise You in faith. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

A Sheep’s Journey Through Psalms -53

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Reflecting on Psalm 53: The Foolishness of the Heart and God’s Relentless Grace

Hey there, friend. As I sit here with my Bible open to Psalm 53, I can’t help but feel a mix of conviction and comfort wash over me. This psalm, attributed to David, is almost a mirror image of Psalm 14, but it’s like God wanted to emphasize these truths again for folks like you and me who need reminders. It’s raw and honest about the human condition, yet it points us toward hope. I’ve been pondering it lately amid the chaos of daily life—work stress, family dynamics, and those quiet moments when doubt creeps in. Let’s walk through it together, verse by verse, and see what God might be saying to our hearts today.

Starting with verse 1: “The fool says in his heart, ‘There is no God.’ They are corrupt, and their ways are vile; there is no one who does good.” Ouch. David doesn’t mince words here. The “fool” isn’t just some ignorant person; it’s anyone who lives as if God doesn’t exist, even if they don’t say it out loud. I’ve caught myself in this trap—rushing through my day, making decisions without pausing to seek God’s wisdom, essentially acting like I’m the center of my own universe. This verse exposes the root of corruption: a heart that denies God’s authority. It’s not about intellectual atheism so much as practical atheism, where we ignore Him in our actions. As pastor Paul Tripp puts it in his reflection on this psalm, it’s meant to confront all of us because we all have moments where we forget God and live like there’s no such thing as His presence. That hits home for me; it’s a reminder that sin isn’t just “bad choices” but a deep-seated rebellion that taints everything.

Moving to verses 2-3: “God looks down from heaven on all mankind to see if there are any who understand, any who seek God. Everyone has turned away, all have become corrupt; there is no one who does good, not even one.” Here, David paints a picture of God surveying humanity like a watchful parent scanning a playground. But what does He find? Universal failure. No one naturally seeks Him; we’re all corrupted. This is the doctrine of total depravity in poetic form—every part of us, from our thoughts to our deeds, is affected by sin. I remember times when I’ve tried to “do good” on my own strength, only to realize my motives were selfish. David Platt, in his prayerful meditation on these verses, highlights how this shows God as the ultimate Seeker who brings every good thing into our lives, flipping the script from our fruitless searching to His gracious pursuit. It’s encouraging to think that even in our waywardness, God doesn’t abandon us; He comes looking.

Then verses 4-5: “Do all these evildoers know nothing? They devour my people as though eating bread; they never call on God. But there they are, overwhelmed with dread, where there was nothing to dread. God scattered the bones of those who attacked you; you put them to shame, for God despised them.” David shifts to the oppressors—those who harm God’s people without a second thought, treating injustice like a casual meal. Yet, their confidence crumbles into unfounded fear because God intervenes. I’ve seen this in my own life when wrongs seem to go unpunished for a season, but eventually, truth prevails. It’s a warning to the wicked and a comfort to the faithful: God despises evil and will scatter it like bones on a battlefield. John Piper, drawing from this psalm in his teachings on human sinfulness, underscores how sinners inherently refuse to come to God, leading to their ultimate downfall unless grace intervenes. This reminds me that our battles aren’t just against flesh and blood; God’s justice is at work behind the scenes.

Finally, verse 6: “Oh, that salvation for Israel would come out of Zion! When God restores his people, let Jacob rejoice and Israel be glad!” The psalm ends on a cry for deliverance, looking forward to God’s restoration. It’s prophetic, pointing to the ultimate salvation in Christ, who came from Zion to rescue us from our corruption. In my quieter moments, I pray this too—for personal renewal, for my community, for the world. It’s a shift from despair to joy, knowing God will restore His people.

As I wrap this up, Psalm 53 challenges me to examine my heart: Am I living like a fool, or am I seeking the God who seeks me? It’s expository in showing our need, but it’s also a call to hope. Let’s not stay in the corruption; let’s turn to Jesus, the one who makes us righteous. If this resonates with you, take a moment today to read it aloud and let it sink in. God bless you as you reflect.

A Sheep’s Journey Through Psalms -51

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A Broken and Contrite Heart: Reflections on Psalm 51

Have you ever felt the crushing weight of your own mistakes, that deep ache in your soul where regret meets desperation? I know I have. There have been moments in my life when I’ve strayed far from God’s path, only to find myself on my knees, crying out for mercy. Psalm 51, penned by King David after his grievous sin with Bathsheba and the murder of Uriah, captures this raw human experience like no other. It’s not just a historical prayer; it’s a blueprint for repentance, a heartfelt plea that resonates with every believer who has ever fallen short. From a Christian perspective, this psalm reminds us that true restoration comes not from our efforts, but from God’s boundless grace through Jesus Christ, who bore our sins on the cross. Let’s unpack it verse by verse, making it personal and drawing inspiration from the wisdom of the Nicene fathers.

David begins with an urgent cry: “Have mercy on me, O God, according to your steadfast love; according to your abundant mercy blot out my transgressions” (Psalm 51:1, ESV). Here, he doesn’t appeal to his own merits—after all, what could a adulterer and murderer offer?—but to God’s character. This is expository gold: “transgressions” refer to willful rebellion against God’s law, and David acknowledges that only divine mercy can erase them. In my own life, I’ve learned that repentance starts here, not with excuses, but with humility. As Athanasius, a key defender of the Christian faith, reflects on this psalm’s theme of confession: “You sinned and feeling guilty, you repent and ask to be shown mercy. You have words of confession and conversion in Psalm 51.” His words encourage us that no sin is beyond God’s reach when we turn back in genuine sorrow.

Moving deeper, David pleads, “Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity, and cleanse me from my sin!” (v. 2). The imagery is vivid—like scrubbing a stained garment until it’s spotless. Expositively, this points to the thoroughness of God’s forgiveness; it’s not superficial but penetrates to the core. He continues in verse 3-4: “For I know my transgressions, and my sin is ever before me. Against you, you only, have I sinned and done what is evil in your sight.” David owns his guilt fully, recognizing that sin is ultimately an offense against a holy God, not just horizontal harm to others. This personal admission is liberating—I’ve found that when I stop minimizing my faults and confess them openly, as in 1 John 1:9, God’s light breaks through the darkness.

But David doesn’t stop at confession; he traces sin’s roots: “Behold, I was brought forth in iniquity, and in sin did my mother conceive me” (v. 5). This isn’t excusing his actions but acknowledging original sin, the inherited brokenness we all share since Adam. From a Christian lens, it foreshadows our need for Christ’s redemptive work. Diodore of Tarsus, a fourth-century leader whose teachings influenced Nicene theology, expounds on this verse: “Behold, I was born in guilt, in sin my mother conceived me. He employed remarkable thinking… as if saying to God, So you wish to call me to account not only for my sins but also for my forefather’s: they did not prove grateful to you, and neither did I—rather, I inherited in some fashion the ancestor’s ingratitude, and from them I draw the habit of sinning against you.” Diodore’s insight reminds us that repentance involves confronting our shared human frailty, yet God’s mercy covers it all.

The psalm shifts to hope in verses 7-9: “Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean; wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow. Let me hear joy and gladness; let the bones that you have broken rejoice.” Hyssop, used in Old Testament purification rituals, symbolizes humility and cleansing—pointing forward to the blood of Christ that truly purifies (Hebrews 9:19-22). David envisions restoration: from brokenness to joy, from ashes to renewal. St. Augustine beautifully captures this in his exposition: “You shall sprinkle me with hyssop, and I shall be cleansed: You shall wash me, and above snow I shall be whitened.” He emphasizes the transformative power of God’s forgiveness, inspiring us that no matter how stained we feel, God can make us radiant.

Finally, David prays for inner renewal: “Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me… Restore to me the joy of your salvation, and uphold me with a willing spirit” (vv. 10, 12). Expositively, “create” echoes Genesis 1, implying God alone can remake our hearts. This is where the psalm becomes profoundly inspirational—repentance isn’t the end; it’s the gateway to joy and service. Augustine echoes this: “A clean heart create in me, O God: and a right spirit renew in my inner parts.” He highlights how God restores us not just for our sake, but to teach others: “I would teach unrighteous men Your ways, and ungodly men to You shall be converted” (v. 13, per Augustine’s rendering). In my experience, the times I’ve been forgiven have fueled my desire to share Christ’s love with others.

Friend, if you’re carrying hidden sin today, let Psalm 51 be your prayer. God doesn’t desire perfect people; He seeks “a broken and contrite heart” (v. 17). Through Jesus, who fulfilled this psalm’s longing, we find full forgiveness and renewed purpose. Repent, receive His mercy, and step into the joy of restoration. As you do, may your life become a testimony, drawing others to the Savior.

Does God Really Delight In Us?

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The question of whether God delights in humanity is both profound and deeply personal, touching on the nature of Divine love, human worth, and the relationship between Creator and creation. Within Christianity, various theological traditions offer nuanced perspectives on God’s delight in us. Today, I would like to show how both conservative and reformed Christians answer the title question. By synthesizing their viewpoints, a cohesive understanding of God’s delight in us can be found.

Conservative Christians are often characterized by their high view of Scripture and an emphasis on a personal relationship with God. which leads them to affirm that God delights in His people. This perspective draws heavily from biblical passages that depict God’s love and affection for humanity. Zephaniah 3:7 states, “The Lord your God is with you, the Mighty Warrior who saves. He will take great delight in you; in His love He will no longer rebuke you, but will rejoice over you with singing.” This verse paints a vivid picture of a God who not only loves, but also rejoices over His people with emotional warmth.

Passages similar to the above are often cited as evidence of God’s personal and relational nature. They emphasize that God created humans in His image (Genesis 1:26-27), endowing them with inherent worth and dignity. Even after the Fall, God’s pursuit of humanity through the covenants, the giving of the Law, and ultimately the incarnation of Jesus Christ demonstrates His desire for relationship. The New Testament reinforces this with verses like John 3:16 which underscores God’s love as the motivation for sending His Son.

In the conservative Christian view, God’s delight is particularly evident in the redeemed — those who have accepted Christ’s atoning sacrifice. This view points to verses like Psalm 147:11, “The Lord delights in those who fear Him, who put their hope in His unfailing love.”, to argue that God takes pleasure in the faith and obedience of His followers. However, this delight is not based on human merit but on God’s gracious choice to love and redeem sinners. The conservative perspective thus balances God’s holiness with His relational affection, affirming that believers are cherished by a God who is both just and loving.

The Reformed tradition approaches the question of God’s delight through the lens of Divine sovereignty and election — God’s eternal decree to save a particular people for His glory. While the language of “delight” may be less emotive in the Reformed discussion, the concept is present, framed within the doctrine of God’s good pleasure.

In this view, God’s delight in humanity is primarily tied to His elect, those chosen before the foundation of the world for salvation (Ephesians 1:4-5). This delight is not based on human worthiness, as humanity is totally depraved and incapable of earning God’s favor (Romans 3:10-12). Instead, God’s delight flows from His sovereign will to glorify Himself through the redemption of sinners. As Ephesians 1:5-6 notes, God predestined believers “for adoption to sonship through Jesus Christ, in accordance with His pleasure and will – to the praise of His glorious grace.” Other passages such as Isaiah 62:4-5 are pointed at where God’s relationship with His people is likened to a bridegroom rejoicing over his bride, to affirm that God takes pleasure in His covenant people. However, this delight is understood within the context of God’s immutable nature. Unlike human emotions, which fluctuate, God’s delight is eternal and unchanging, rooted in His decision to love on His people (Deuteronomy 7:7-8) This viewpoint also underscores that God’s delight is ultimately Christ-centered. Believers are accepted “in the Beloved” (Ephesians 1:6) meaning God’s pleasure in His people is mediated through their union with Christ. Because Christ is the object of the Father’s supreme delight (Matthew 3:17) those who are in Christ share in this Divine favor. God’s delight, then, is not contingent on human performance, but on the finished work of Christ.

While these two viewpoints differ in emphasis, they converge on several key truths:

  1. God’s delight is rooted in His nature Both perspectives affirm that God’s delight flows from His character as a loving and gracious God. Conservatives emphasize the emotional and relational aspects of this delight while the Reformed highlight its sovereignty and eternal nature. Together these views present a God who is both deeply personal and supremely authoritative, delighting in His people because of who He is.
  2. Humanity’s worth is derived from God. Both traditions agree that human beings have no inherent merit to earn God’s delight. Conservatives stress the Imago Dei and God’s redemptive love while the Reformed underscore humanity’s total depravity and election. Together they show that God’s delight is an act of grace, not a response to human achievement.
  3. Christ is central to God’s delight. Both viewpoints center God’s delight in the person and work of Jesus Christ. Conservative highlight the relational restoration made possible through Christ’s sacrifice while Reformed theology emphasizes union with Christ as the basis for Divine favor. Together they show that God’s love is not a vague sentiment, but a concrete reality grounded in truth.
  4. God’s delight calls for response Both see God’s delight as transformative. Conservatives often frame this as a call to personal obedience and faith, encouraging believers to live in light of God’s love. Reformers emphasize the perseverance of the saints, viewing God’s delight as a motivator for holiness and worship. Together they inspire believers to respond with gratitude, trust, and devotion.

Some final notes. Conservative Christians run the risk of anthropomorphizing God when emphasizing His relational warmth. Reformed Christians run the opposite risk, downplaying the emotional richness of God’s love. A synthesis mitigates this by presenting a more balanced view of God, who is both sovereign and relational, eternal and intimate.

The question “Does God really delight in us?” finds a resounding YES in both traditions. Together, they proclaim a God who delights in His people not because of their worthiness but because of His gracious choice, manifested by the redeeming work of Christ. This truth is both humbling and exhilarating. It calls us to rest in God’s unchanging love, to live in gratitude for His grace, and to worship the One who rejoices over us with singing.

An Easter Poem

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In the dawn of Easter morn, we rise

With hearts reformed, we lift our eyes

The tomb is empty, the stone rolled away,

Christ our Savior, has conquered the day.

No works of ours could earn this grace

No law could meet God’s holy face

By faith alone, through Christ we’re freed

His blood, our ransom, meets every need

The cross once heavy with sin’s dark weight

Now stands as hope, our eternal gate

He bore the wrath, the curse undone

In Him, God’s justice and mercy won

Reborn in truth, we sing His name

Sovereign Lord, forever the same

From death to life, His Spirit calls

Redeemed, we worship, as grace enthralls

This Easter, let our souls proclaim

The Risen King, whose Word shall reign

In Christ alone, our hope is sure

Forever His, forever secure

The Meaning of Union With Christ

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The concept of union with Christ lies at the heart of Christian theology and is a subject I have been delving deeply into this past year. Few groups have articulated its significance as vividly as the Marrow Men, a circle of 18th Century Scottish theologians, including Thomas Boston. They were influenced by Edward Fisher’s The Marrow of Modern Divinity and championed the free offer of grace and the believer’s intimate, transformative connection with Jesus. For the Marrow Men, union with Christ was not a dry doctrine, but the very essence of salvation and the Christian life. For a fuller treatment of the Marrow Men, a good resource is Sinclair Ferguson’s The Whole Christ.

To grasp union with Christ, we begin with a simple yet profound truth: believers are “in Christ.” This New Testament phrase – woven through Paul’s letters and Jesus’ teachings – describes a spiritual bond that redefines who we are. The Marrow Men leaned on this rich, biblical imagery to bring this reality to life.

+ The Vine and the Branches (John 15:5) Jesus is the vine and we are the branches, drawing our spiritual reality from Him. Apart from Him, we can do nothing.

+ The Head and the Body (Ephesians 4:15-16) Christ is the head, directing and sustaining the church as His body, with every part united under His care.

+ The Bridegroom and the Bride (Ephesians 5:25-32) This tender love between Christ and His church mirrors the closeness of this union.

These pictures reveal that union with Christ is no mere legal transaction. It is a living, breathing relationship — organic, intimate, and life-giving. Through faith we are joined to Jesus, and in this union, we receive every blessing of salvation.

This union with Christ is a golden thread running through the gospel. Indeed, it is the gospel, the good news. Here is how this union shapes key aspects of our redemption:

Justification – When we are united with Christ, His righteousness becomes ours. On the cross, He took our sins; in exchange, we receive His perfect standing before God. Our acceptance isn’t earned — it’s a gift rooted in connection with Him.

Adoption – Union with Christ brings us into God’s family. As Jesus is the Son, we become sons and daughters, sharing His inheritance. We can cry “Abba, Father” (Romans 8:15) embraced by the same love that rests on Christ.

Sanctification – This union does not just declare us holy — it makes us holy. United to Christ’s resurrection life, we are empowered to die to sin and live for righteousness. The Marrow Men stressed that this growth in holiness flows naturally from our new identity, not from grit or guilt.

Union with Christ is the fountainhead of all spiritual blessing. It is the core of what it means to be saved.

The Marrow Men faced their share of critics back in the 18th Century and the same charges are laid against those who believe in salvation by grace alone today. They were charged with antinomianism – the notion that grace cancels out the need for obedience. After all, the critics said, if we are united with Christ and secure in His righteousness, why bother with God’s Law? The Marrow Men rightly answered their critics by insisting that union with Christ doesn’t erase the Law, it actually fulfills it.

Far from breeding lawlessness, this union with Christ ignites a desire to obey. When we taste Christ’s love and grace, we are changed from within. Obedience becomes a joyful response, not a grim duty or obligation. The Holy Spirit, working through our connection to Jesus, renews our hearts, aligning our wills with God’s will. This is the authentic path of holiness — not forced compliance but a life reshaped by love.

So, what does this mean practically? How does this truth help us live day to day. For one, it brings comfort in trials. Life can be brutal but union with Christ offers unshakable hope. If we are united to Him in His death, we will be united in His resurrection (Romans 6:5). No matter the storm, He is with us and we are secure in Him.

Secondly, it gives us assurance of salvation. Doubts may creep in, but union with Christ anchors our confidence. Our salvation rests on His finished work, not our shaky efforts. Because we are in Him, we can rest assured of God’s unchanging love.

Third, it gives us a motivation for holy living. Knowing we’re united to Christ stirs us to reflect His character. As we grasp our new identity — forgiven, adopted, empowered — we are driven to live for God’s glory, not out of fear but out of gratitude and joy.

Imagine a weary traveler, burdened by guilt and failure, suddenly finding themselves welcomed into a king’s family. That’s the daily reality of union with Christ – a truth that lifts us up and spurs us on.

As the Marrow Men rightly understood, union with Christ is the heartbeat of the gospel. It is the foundation of our salvation, the source of our growth and the comfort of our souls. This union invites us to marvel – that we, broken and unworthy, are bound to Jesus — forgiven in His death, alive in His life and destined for His glory. In a world of striving and doubt, this doctrine shines as a beacon of grace. To be in Christ is to be complete, secure and forever His. Let that truth sink in — and let it change everything.

40 Days of Praise — Day 39

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So I am one day off due to missing a day last week. I intended to finish on Resurrection Sunday. Today then will be a two- for-one. A post this morning, then an Easter post this afternoon. Enjoy.

MORE ABOUT JESUS by Eliza Hewitt

More about Jesus would I know, More of His grace to others show

More of His saving fullness see, More of His love Who died for me

More about Jesus let me learn, More of His holy will discern

Spirit of God, my teacher be; Showing the things of Christ to me

More about Jesus in His Word, Holding communion with my Lord

Hearing His voice in every line, Making each faithful saying mine

More about Jesus on His throne, Riches in glory all His own

More of His kingdom’s sure increase, More of His coming, Prince of Peace

REFRAIN:

More, more about Jesus, More, more about Jesus

More of His saving fullness see, More of His love who died for me

           To learn more about Jesus everyday should be the desire of each of us. No matter how much I study and how much I learn, I have only scratched the surface of knowing Him. I desire to know more about Him. I am glad that eternity means forever, because that is how long I anticipate it taking to even begin knowing Him.

            In learning more about Him, I will come to understand what He means when I am given direction by Him. I will be able to discern His will more clearly and obey Him more completely. I will come to understand His Words revealed in the Scriptures, written for our guidance.

            One of the greatest ways to learn more of Him is to talk to Him, through prayer, each day. It is in conversing with Him that we learn to hear His voice. We also read of Him in the Bible, so that we can compare what it says to what we hear, to make sure we are hearing His voice and not an imposters.

            Another reason I desire to learn more about Him is to be able to show others I know, whom I care about, what He is like. I long to show His grace and transforming power to those around me who need Him most. If I am going to be greedy and shout more, more, I want it to be a holy greediness to understand my Lord better.

            My prayer for you, is that you will desire to know more about Him also.

Lord, help us desire to know more of You. Reveal Yourself to us as we come to You in prayer, as we read of You in the Bible. Speak to us in an unmistakable voice, one that cuts through the clutter and noise of the world. Help us to know You so that we may live a life pleasing to You and bring others to You for salvation.

40 Days of Praise — Day 25

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O FOR A THOUSAND TONGUES by Charles Wesley

O for a thousand tongues to sing My great Redeemer’s praise,
The glories of my God and King, The triumphs of His grace!

My gracious Master and my God, Assist me to proclaim,
To spread through all the earth abroad The honors of Thy name.

Jesus! the name that charms our fears, That bids our sorrows cease;
’Tis music in the sinner’s ears, ’Tis life, and health, and peace.

He breaks the power of canceled sin, He sets the prisoner free;
His blood can make the foulest clean, His blood availed for me.

He speaks, and, listening to His voice, New life the dead receive,
The mournful, broken hearts rejoice, The humble poor believe.

Hear Him, ye deaf; His praise, ye dumb, Your loosened tongues employ;
Ye blind, behold your Savior come, And leap, ye lame, for joy.

In Christ your Head, you then shall know, Shall feel your sins forgiven;
Anticipate your heaven below, And own that love is heaven.

Glory to God, and praise and love Be ever, ever given,
By saints below and saints above, The church in earth and heaven.

On this glad day the glorious Sun Of Righteousness arose;
On my benighted soul He shone And filled it with repose.

Sudden expired the legal strife, ’Twas then I ceased to grieve;
My second, real, living life I then began to live.

Then with my heart I first believed, Believed with faith divine,
Power with the Holy Ghost received To call the Savior mine.

I felt my Lord’s atoning blood Close to my soul applied;
Me, me He loved, the Son of God, For me, for me He died!

I found and owned His promise true, Ascertained of my part,
My pardon passed in heaven I knew  When written on my heart.

Look unto Him, ye nations, own Your God, ye fallen race;
Look, and be saved through faith alone, Be justified by grace.

See all your sins on Jesus laid: The Lamb of God was slain,
His soul was once an offering made For every soul of man.

Awake from guilty nature’s sleep, And Christ shall give you light,
Cast all your sins into the deep, And wash the Æthiop white.

Harlots and publicans and thieves In holy triumph join!
Saved is the sinner that believes From crimes as great as mine.

Murderers and all ye hellish crew In holy triumph join!
Believe the Savior died for you; For me the Savior died.

With me, your chief, ye then shall know, Shall feel your sins forgiven;
Anticipate your heaven below, And own that love is heaven.

For this day, I have chosen to include all the verses that Charles Wesley wrote. This song was his celebration of the one year anniversary of his salvation, and what a great tribute to the Lord it is.

               I know that not all of us remember the date of our salvation, but why not make it a practice to designate one day a year (if you do remember the date, use it) to write a poem of thanks to the Lord for His great salvation?

               If  you cannot write a poem, maybe a prayer or a song or draw a picture of thanks would be possible. Take some time studying Wesley’s poem for inspiration.

               Since we don’t have a thousand tongues to sing with, why not use the one we have in a thousand ways? Join with brothers and sisters and together we can raise hundreds of thousands of tongues in harmony to praise the King of Kings.

               I particularly love the verse that talks about how Jesus’ blood makes even the foulest sinner clean, even me. When I reflect on my numerous sins, I am amazed that God would want to save me. I am so grateful that His mercy and grace was given to me, the most undeserving person I know. Wesley puts it so well toward the end of his poem – harlots, publicans, thieves – saved is the sinner that believes from crimes as great as mine. Their sins are no worse than mine, their punishment is the same, eternal damnation unless they, just like I, repent and throw ourselves on the mercy of Jesus. How wonderful to know He forgives sins and pardons the sinner.

Lord, help me to use the tongue I have to always praise Your name. Help me use it to witness for You, witness of You, and testify of Your great mercy and forgiveness. Help me to proclaim Your salvation to all.

40 Days of Praise –Day 13

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AMAZING GRACE by John Newton

Amazing grace how sweet the sound, That saved a wretch like me

I once was lost but now am found, Was blind but now I see

‘Twas grace that taught my heart to fear, And grace my fears relieved

How precious did that grace appear, The hour I first believed

Through many dangers, toils and snares, I have already come

‘Tis grace hath brought me safe thus far, And grace will lead me home

The Lord has promised good to me, His word my hope secures

He will my shield and portion be, As long as life endures

Yea when this flesh and heart shall fail, And mortal life shall cease

I shall possess within the veil, A life of joy and peace

The world shall soon dissolve like snow, The sun refuse to shine

But God who called me here below, Shall be forever mine

When we’ve been there ten thousand years, Bright shining as the sun

We’ve no less days to sing God’s praise, Than when we’ve first begun

I find it ironic that almost everyone sings a version of Amazing Grace. Just perusing music sites, it seems every star has released a version of this song at one time or another, even though most of those people have never experienced God’s saving grace.

                               ‘Twas grace that taught my heart to fear.

               To fear God is the beginning of wisdom. Fear of His just punishment for sin. When I reflected on John 3:17-18, it made John 3:16 come alive. I was already condemned and facing eternal punishment.

                               And grace my fears relieved.

               God’s grace, given to me when I turned my life over to His Son’s Lordship, granted to me eternal life. There is now no condemnation for I am safely in the family of God. So precious, that grace given the hour, the very second I first believed.

               Upon hearing the call of God our Shepherd, here in this world, we will experience His reality face to face in the next. His word, His promises, secures our hope for an eternity with Him in heaven.

               Unless a person has experienced God’s saving grace, they really have no idea what this song is about. Far from just being a good hymn, it hammers home to us that our only hope is to be found in Christ alone.

            Lord, Your grace is totally amazing. That You could extend grace and mercy to us just completely overwhelms me. You, the perfect, holy Creator of the Universe, extending grace to one such as myself, selfish, arrogant, sinful is simply … amazing.

            Thank you for saving me by Your grace and extending to me the faith necessary to believe.

40 Days of Praise — Day 11

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COME THOU FOUNT by Robert Robinson

Come, thou fount of every blessing, Tune my heart to sing Thy grace

Streams of mercy, never ceasing, Call for songs of loudest praise

Teach me some melodious sonnet, Sung by flaming tongues above

Praise the mount, I’m fixed upon it, Mount of Thy redeeming love

Here I raise mine Ebenezer, Hither by Thy help I’m come

And I hope by Thy good pleasure, Safely to arrive at home

Jesus sought me when a stranger, Wandering from the fold of God

He to rescue me from danger, Interposed His precious blood

O to grace how great a debtor, Daily I’m constrained to be

Let Thy goodness, like a fetter, Bind my wandering heart to Thee

Prone to wander, Lord I feel it, Prone to leave the God I love

Here’s my heart Lord, take and seal it, Seal it for Thy courts above

Of all the hymns this is probably my favorite. Prone to wander – yes, that is me. Prone to leave the God I love. Why? That is the question, isn’t it. Why do we leave the place where we are safest? Why do we leave the One who has given us everything we need to live a godly life?

O, the depths the human soul has sunk to! Even when brought into a transforming relationship with the God of the Universe we still seek to go our own way. Yes, I will raise my Ebenezer, knowing full well it is only by His help, His grace and power that I have come as far as I have. Only by His help, grace and power will I arrive at the destination He has planned for me. I need to pray for Him to daily bind me to Him. Not to keep me from experiencing a wonderful life, but to keep me from danger and harm. To keep me close to Him, the Savior of Life and every good blessing.

If I cannot keep myself close to Him, and I have proven over and over that I cannot, I can ask Him to keep close to me.

Bend my heart to Thee Lord, I pray. Fetter my wandering feet so they do not leave Your path. You have said you will never leave me nor forsake me and I appreciate that very much. Forgive my sins, I pray, and draw me close to your side.